Divine Timing
I don’t believe there ever is a “right” time for things in life. What I do believe is that divine timing is in the hands of God and it’s the faith in that knowing that pushes us to relinquish control and just ‘be’. Be in the presence of God’s glory and welcome the waves of change, allowing them to permeate our space of uncertainty. I know it’s difficult to find gratitude in the face of hardship, especially when there is frequent injustice. The scale is outweighed by the heaviness of emotionality. Feelings of anger, resentment, bitterness are expected, sometimes unconscious. However, they are there to serve a purpose if you’re meaningful with the awareness and healing energy you bring towards them. Face those thoughts/feelings by acknowledging their presence and value. Show attentiveness with caution and love, even forgiveness.
Forgiveness can be obtained by wiping away the debt that was owed to you from someone. It could be an “I’m sorry” or a hard conversation that validates your feelings, a concept you may never receive. This is why true forgiveness allows your heart to release whatever is being held captive within. This takes time and intention and a whole lot of patience. Some strategies I have used to heal from trauma and heart pain are: writing a letter to the person (then burning it), praying, listening to worship music, therapy, engaging with my community of support, journalling and crying (this can be so cathartic).
I’m at a place in my life where I’m learning to move through adversity with a new level of acceptance and gratitude. I understand that the pain isn’t permanent and the storm has to run its course before the sun rises once again. I’m able to see an overview of the path before me to appreciate a bigger perspective and objectively see things for what they are. Gaining a newfound strength to see and choose differently for myself. Knowing what I deserve is an empowering concept, one that I refuse to falter on again. I’m choosing me, I’m choosing love and I’m choosing to lead a life of faith at the forefront. Happiness is measured by your own perception of life satisfaction.
By: Lauren Pacheco
